写 + 写 + 写 = .......

最近，觉得自己越来越爱写作了。无论是何时何地，晴天或雨天，有目的或没目的的，只要一下笔，就会写个没完没了的。或许是因为离乡背井（虽然不是很远啦 ......)的缘故吧，无法像从前般与知己好友有事没事都相聚一堂聊天，也没能呆在家里缠着家人有的没的乱谈一通，只得靠写作来舒解压力及发泄心情。依目前我对写作的热爱程度，很难与曾一度地对写作有着莫大的恐惧及反感的那个我联想一起！


还记得中学期间，只要听到‘作文’，我就头痛了，特别是华文作文。我自己也摸不着为什么我会如此反应，华文是我的母语，是我从小到大用以沟通的语言。我对它应该是非常地熟悉了的，为何我还是无法好好地运用呢？我的华文作文成绩，是惨不忍睹的。


是天意弄人吗，在种种的因缘组合下，我竟然参加了《光华日报》校记团，成为学生记者！参加了我极为反感的行业，也就从那开始，打造了现在的我。我想不起当初刚加入校记团的我是怎么办到，怎么熬过来的？！大部分学员在成为校记前，都会参加‘培训营’。在营里，我们学习如何写出一篇理想的文章，如何构思文章大纲，如何编排文章内容，如何掌握重点等等的技。学员们根据所学的学问，实践与营间的日常活动。学员们会组成各小组，根据营委当时所提供的资料，完成一分报纸，交与营委批阅。虽然过程很辛苦，但真的获益匪浅，也让学员对记者这行业有了初步认识，体会到记者的辛苦！我也在那儿开始，慢慢地掌握写作技巧，对写作产生浓厚的兴趣。


‘培训营’结束后，我偶尔会写些心情故事投稿到报馆。经过有关单位批阅后，投稿的文章将会刊登在报纸上。当翻阅报纸时，看到自己的文章被刊登的那刻心情是无法以言语来表达的。而且，当文章刊登后，还会获得稿费哦！不但如此，我家人知道我的文章有刊登出来，开心得买几分有关报纸，把文章剪下作纪念！嘻嘻！


从那以后，每当遇到什么开心或难过的，我都会很自然地想把它们写成文章，想与别人分享我生活的一切。而且，我也尝试写小说。虽然，直到目前为止都不曾与人分享过我写的小说，而我也自知我的写作能力还不精湛，但每当我重温自己曾写过的文章，嘴角会不知不觉地向上仰，打从心里头笑出来。这一切的感觉真的很好，很好，是永远都会铭记在心的！！

cloudy mood ....

so many things border my mind recently -- house's problem, eyes problem, camp ............ @_@ !! reli mau pengsan liao .....

some of my current housemate ll graduate tis year n some of them only stay for half year ...... Ms Lim just ignore all the problem, act like dun want to solve for us !! so bad .......

eyes feel so uncomfortable tis few weeks, always got tear ....... but after see doctor n get 2 everydrops, feel more better now ..... i allegic to milk n eggs since i was born, if i took them, my eyes ll get red n stomachache ...... i only allow to drink soya milk whan i was baby, but i m not a good child, sometime i ll eat such allergic food without my mom notice but after eat, reli quite suffer ooh ..... hehe .....as i growth up, maybe getting more strong gua ..... can eat eggs n milk le, but not much also la ......

camp ... ?! ..... one day, my friend call me at night n told me tat i hav been choosen to be the person incharge of the buddhist teenagers camp !!!?? ...... its reli shock me up ...... i just reject the invitation .... i dun think i m qualified wif the chairman position ..... if u ask me to be commity, tats ok, but not the chairman loo ..... but its reli hard n suffer to hav friends who so 'keras kepala', said wat also no used ...... until i also dunno wat to do at the end ..... hais ...... lastly, i success to reject the chairman position but still hav to be the person incharge during camp .... haiz ....

honestly, i reli interest to be if all my friends are free on tat time but the problem is my geng quite busy wif college or others camp ..... i reli no confident tat i can do well without them .... but now, i think all the problems are settle liao ..... someone ll organise the commity n i ll take over it when i finish my final exam ..... since i agree to be, i reli hope everythings ll be fine n can make it success ..... gambateh la .... to all the commity n me also la .... hehe

miss ....

is tat reli easy for guys to tell others tat he missing u ?!?! ..... but does it reli work as how it should be ?! ...... or it just use for joke ?! ....

maybe 'miss u' is a verb tat common use by many ppl, no matter couple, friends, family or ..... n tats no exception from me also ...... i always use 'miss ya' coz it can show the care from me to someone, to show the appreciation for someone n even to show the position of someone in my heart !! is there any different between all the 'miss' ?! .....

a bit close connection wif someone, we chat in msn or sms even, 'miss u' always appear in our conversation !! ..... althought we din meet be4 n i dun even sure on wat he told me are such a lie or truth, but i feel comfortable wif him !! ..... he treat me quite good, accompany me n chatting wif me when i bored, sometime he do sing song to make me happy .....

maybe i m take too serious for his 'miss u', i m starting to miss him liao ..... when i m feel happy or unhappy, he'll appear in my mind n i reli want to share all wif him !! ..... i hope can know him more, hope tat he reli mean it for wat he told me be4 n all he said are the truth !! ..... i reli hope tat ......

but quite rarely heard from him recently, he is busying wif his works ..... n sometime also din get reply from him ..... honestly, it reli disappointed me .... i m starting to miss him more, but he starting to ignore me !! ...... i read throught our passed conversation, i found tat almost all the time is i m the one who take initiative to start the conversation even in sms also ...... i start felt tat all are just my one-sided problems .....

maybe i m too sensitive for wat he said n take too serious until i almost step inside le ..... emm, its time for me to clear-headed ..... dun take serious ..... maybe he just feel i m comfortable to chat, tats y always like to make fun of me n jokes wif me !! ......

dun think too much la, nothings to be sad !!! .......