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headache !! still hav few months more to go to be graduate , hav to start thinking lots of things le , whether i should get a job , start to earn money ?? or ..... i should continue studying , taking master courses , satisfy my parent's wish ???
from begining , i din ever thinking about master coz i m not a smart person n i m not tat strong enough to be independent ... haha .... enter uni was a big surprise n luckiness in my life .... reli glad tat i din let down my family !!
my mom was the yongest in family n she enjoy studying lots but she born in old century where gals r not encourage to study ... she quick school after standard 6 n start working !! althought already long time passed , but my mom still wish to continue study !! she used to told us tat after we all graduate n can taking care ourself by having a permanent job , sudden level of income n hav a better life , she wants to go studying .... no matter is attend school , tuition or apply courses in college ..... hehe .... she reli like studying !!
becuase of this reason , my mom take so serious on our education .... althought she dunno lots but she ll spend out time accompany us doing homeworks everyday for sure n i used to feel bad n scare her lots when i m still small , especially when the result is out .... haha .... once we get too bad result or fail some subject , we not dare to show her the paper , we just try to get some excuse or hiding the exam paper so that won't get scolded .... hahahaha .... everytime thinks back all this children time reli feel so funny ..... hahahaha .... n i also realise that i m not a good gal :P .... haha .... but .... i reli hav to say 'thank you , mummy' , without her , i reli dunno wat i ll turn to be .... n sure i can't be who i m today ... hehe !!
after my secondary school , my mom reli does changes alot !! she start to let us free , lets us do whatever we want as long as she could affort for us .... hehe .... can't denied that i m quite a luckly children , my parents reli sayang us much , they ll try to fulfill our requirement n sometime spoilts us even .... haha .... so sometime we also ll bully them de .... haha :P .... (as wat i said above , i m not a good gals arr :P ) but now , i m big gal enough liao .... hav to think for others , caring other ppl's feeling n almost its the time for me to take care my parent liao !! .... hehe .... as wat my parent's wish , i finish (almost la) my degree .... but .... ppl won't be satified de ... as my mom .... haha .... after i finish my degree , she ask me take master pula =.=" ?? ! ......
master ..... master ..... quite a heavy n burden word for me arr .... 'mom , i m not tat smart la , how u want me to hav master ooh ??' .... hais !! .... headache .... headache .... headache ..... what should i do ?? .... i try to get opinion from my lecturer , prof. encourage me to take but sad that prof. din explain much for me ..... maybe prof. too expert so he just trying to explain me how was the current economic growth .... haha .... its too deep for me to understand la !! .... i try to ask opinion from friends , most of them feel that should start working to gain working experience 1st then oni take master !! .... i try get opinion from my housemate , they said study master hav to be independent de n reli hav to prepare myself to study de !! ....
haiz ..... dunno arr .... maybe i should hav some more times to think think ..... maye i should try to kacau few more lecturers to ask for suggestion !! hehe !! .... so .... just think think la .... hope can make decision soon la .... dun want hold it for too long le ... no time le ....
