- " about me " -

嘻嘻。。。。。。

2011-02-27T08:51:00.000-08:00

很抱歉哦，看来我之前的那篇文章让大家操心了，对不起！谢谢大家的关心，感恩感恩。。。。。。但，有些事我要澄清，其实那文章说说的只是一个梦，一个让我惊醒和流泪的讨厌“梦”！！是我把我所记得的“梦”篇写出来的，不是真的（我衷心的祈望“梦”里的一切并不会出现在我的生活）！！

人们常说：“日有所思，夜有所梦。”，我体会到了！当你越在乎某某事物，或是重视某某人时，你越容易被影响的！就比方说，当你越要记住某某事物，压力就会变大，导致影响睡眠的质素，变得容易失眠及发恶梦的。在感情生活也一样，可能在这之前并没有尝试有过一段稳定的感情，所以变得神经兮兮的，犹如患上“患得患失”恐惧症吧！！

跟他交往，我觉得自己很幸运及很幸福的；幸运，能遇到那么地疼爱我，照顾我，迁就我的他；幸福，能有他与我分享开心的事物，更能在我伤心时刻陪伴我身旁；

他，是个笨笨的，木木的，傻傻的呆板男朋友。虽然，我应该很庆幸能找到这样的男朋友，毕竟呆板的男生比较有安全感的，因为他不会口花花的！但。。。。。。也因为这因素，使我“哭笑不得”，因为他的呆板，时常有的没的惹我生气，而且，更可恶的是，他竟然察觉不到，这也是我最最最可恨的！！！讨。。。。。。厌。。。。。。

回想起，其实他真的对我很好，他做了很多让我感动的事，给我留下很多美好深刻的回忆！还记得刚交往时，他被分派去吉兰丹州公干，而我也很有幸的可以乘机去走走旅游的。虽然他每天得早出晚归的，但。。。感动的是他会给我安排好早餐（虽然大部分是浪费的，因为我没睡醒，所以没去享用。。。）；到了午餐时刻，他怕我会闷的，都会打包回来陪我一起享用！！

不但如此，去年的情人节，碰巧的落在新春时节（大年初一），因为是在一起的第一个情人节，所以很希望能一起渡过，但老天不作美的，他吉兰丹州的工程未完成，顾客不放人，所以他被迫在那儿渡过新春和情人节，而且很无辜的还得默默的承受我那无理的埋怨（回想起，真的很对不起他，因为我知道没得回来，他比我更加难受的）。。。。。。但，很巧的，可能他顾客良心发现了吧，在初四时，竟然大发慈悲的让他回家过年，他也第一时间告诉我的，而且也在最快的时间赶回来和我相聚，更为我准备了小小惊喜。。。。。。。嘻嘻！！

最近，我槟城住家的治安亮红灯了，我朋友在中午时分在居住大厦的电梯里被一名怀疑不正常的异族同胞以头盔攻击头部，所幸伤势不大，但。。。却让我们出入都忐忑不安！告诉他后，很令我感动的他放工回家后，竟然上网查询有关防身器材，而且还无时无刻的关心我在哪儿，是否单独一人及致电提醒我出入要小心的。老实说，虽然我口里总会埋怨他很啰嗦，不满他把我当小孩似的；但。。。每当收到他的电话，心里甜甜的，远比喝了蜜糖更甜；嘴角也会不知不觉地往上提，犹如忘了一切的烦恼！！他真的让我觉得很窝心！！

其实，我还蛮孩子气的，而且可称得上是个调比，任性和野蛮的女友！我时常持着他宠我爱我的，时常作弄他，欺负他的。。。。。。因为我知道他不会向我发脾气的；因为我知道他不会防抗，肯定会中招的。。。。。。哈哈！！所以，他时常投诉我搞蛋鬼，但却不忍心责备我，就像“哑巴吃黄连，有苦自己知”，唯有乖乖的，静静的，好好的“享受”！！嘻嘻！！（谁叫你宠我，哈哈！）

不知不觉的写了好多哦，是时候要睡觉了！

最后，在此希望：

“好的通通灵验，丑的通通消失得无影无踪的”

。。。。。。嘻嘻。。。。。。

“恶梦滚，美梦来”

甜蜜永純，幸福长存，美满结局，嘻嘻！

晚安！

仿佛一切是真的。。。梦

2010-06-12T22:16:00.000-07:00

一切都好好的，过得很幸福的，对你很了解的。。。。。。全变了！因为你的一通电话，改变了我，把我从高峰推下谷底，天堂拉下地狱！我呆了，眼泪不受控制不停落下，我崩溃了！！

无意中撞破你跟电话另端的她联系，你对我说：“别在意，这没什么大不了的。我们像以前般，犹如一切都没发生过吧！" 我原以为他会否认的，他会解释的，但他却坦白，劝我把一切都忘了，继续活在他谎话世界里，假装她是不存在的，欺骗自己他是爱我的，而我也是他的唯一。。。。。。。。我呆了。。。脑海一片空白，没有任何主意的，因为这一切一切都是我从未想过的。。。。。我只能傻傻的忘着他，任由他把我带上车。。。。。。

时间一点一点的过去，我的心有反应了。感觉被捅了一刀似的，滴血了！我办不到，我不能接受，我无法相信坐我隔壁的，是我一年前所认识的他，无法相信他就是说很爱我愿意照顾我一辈子的男人。。。。。。。。。。。我趁他不留意，打开车门，用尽我所有的力气往前跑。当时的我，犹如没了魂魄的，行尸走肉般，没有目的地，麻木的往前跑！他在叫我了，他吓着了。。。。但我并没有回头，没有停下步伐，继续往前跑。。。。。。

跑着跑着，竟然跑到家门口。看见父母，心里踏实许多。那时，我真正体会到家是很重要的，无论在外发生什么，面对任何困难的，只有家人才是真正疼爱你，关心你的！妈妈看见我气喘和那落寞的样子，问我为何独自回来？为什么他没送我回来呢？。。。。。。。我不知如何告诉家人他的背叛，我不想伤家人的心！我没回应，眼泪已流干了，只是呆呆的站着。。。

我望向门外，心里头有些妄想他会来找我，向我认错道歉。。。。。。。但。。。。。。他不但没有找我，反而发信息说：为什么这样？小事闹大的！这没什大不了啊，只要大家在一起开心过就好！何必那么小气？？。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我一定是瞎了眼，要不然我肯定是傻了！为什么我会爱上这么的一个他？？为什么要让这么的一个人伤我的心？？？原本已干的眼泪再次落下了，而且来的更汹涌。我无法控制的，在家人面前再次崩溃了。。。。。。。。。

家人被我给吓着了，他们不断安慰我，问我发生什么事情。。。。。我不知如何面对家人。。。。。只好跑了出去。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。我的心很疼。。。很疼。。。很疼。。。疼得我不想活了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

脸上为什么湿湿的？
我醒了，原来我发梦了。。。。。。。发了一个很真实的梦。。。。。让我无法辨清是真是假的，我的眼泪无法停止，心很疼，很疼!!

～减肥计划～

2010-06-12T05:25:00.001-07:00

放假回来肥胖了许多的，以前的衣物全都不能容纳我那过胖的身体了！
不能再这样下去了，我决定要积极减肥，也得采用较极端的方法！
目前，我的减肥计划还称的上是成功的吧！嘻嘻 :P

麦片加牛奶是我的早餐+午餐。。。

傍晚时，会摇呼啦圈运动30分钟。。。。今天特别些，因为看到泳池没人，所以游了30分钟！呵呵！。。。。（平时有人时，不大敢游泳的-----因为得穿泳衣！！而自己那“轮胎” + “水桶”身材，真的不敢见人啦！免得被人控告我--亏坏市容！！！

晚餐，泡营养粉（黑豆奶，五谷粉。。。）+少许饼干。。。

很努力的，减肥计划连续进行两天了，希望能继续努力的！千万不能半途而废哦。。。加油。。加油。。加油。。

14th February 2010　（Ｓｕｎｄａｙ）

2010-01-20T23:56:00.000-08:00

跟他交往将近五个多月了，而今年将会是我们一起度过的第一个二月十四日。但，碰巧今年的二月十四日是华人的农历新年，而且是年初一！

二月十四日，不会有谁愿意单独一人的，不论是男生或女生，而我也不例外。特别是我与他交往的第一个二月十四日，我更不想错过，更想有他陪伴，更想能一起度过这特别的一天！

我知道这是很难的，毕竟大年初一的。对于未嫁未娶的，应该在留在家中，与家人一起庆祝农历新年的。如果是我，我一定不愿意错过与家人团聚的时刻，更别说是平时在外地就职，鲜少回家的他。

心里很矛盾，我不能要他放弃与家人的团聚，但我也不愿错过与他的第一个二月十四日！我不能向他开口说我心里的想法感受，我不想他因为我的要求而勉强迁就我，不想因为我的执意而勉强度过，因为这样只会为彼此造成不愉快，而且，这也不会是我想要得回忆！

或许，我不应该过于执著的！

不想想太多了，一切就随缘吧！
明天会更好！
加油！

miss class again ...........

2009-08-02T19:39:00.001-07:00

i miss monday class again ...... already missed the same class for twice continuously !!!!! can't believe that im did so ..... not because of emergency or unavoidable things, but just because of my laziness .....

its reli feeling terrible for miss the class, especially for master studying ........ how can i keep on repeat the wrong things de ?? why i always messed up the things recently ??? why my attitude getting more n more negative going ???? why my thinking n my life become more n more upside down de ?????? what happen to me ?????

sorry for being such terrible attitude ..... sorry for being so troublesome ...... sorry for being unreasonable ....... sorry for mess up everythings ................... sorry

worried :(

2009-07-06T22:12:00.000-07:00

just heard my mom said my sister need to do operation to take out the 'nana' from her face, its really scared me. she already suffer in sick for around one month and went see many doctors with different type of medicine, but still cant cure her flu. after that she went see specialist and doctor gave her some medicine, she need to back for checkup often. after taking such a long time of medicine, she went back to check today n been told by doctor that the 'nana' was spread widely n need to do operation so that can clear it n can send it for testing.
my mom worried so much, and since my sister have to back for checkup after the operation n she's working in kl so my mom decide to go kl look after her in hospital. she need to admin for around 2 days. after heard this new, really feel like want to cry. i feel bad that i can't do anythings here, i planning to go with my mom but can't. i just start school n its hard for me to skip so many classes. what to do ???? what should i do ??? i only can pray for everything go fine for my sister......................... mom said that its was a small operation, but just worried that the testing, worried that there will be some virus or whatever negative news from the 'nana' testing!!!!
please protect my sister from any bad things ...... keep her save ..... make sure she can recover as soon as possible ...................

i m become famous ......... in dreaming ..... haha

2009-03-10T22:06:00.000-07:00

addiction to photo edit recently .... haha ....

below are the result of my addiction :P .....

you see how famous am , haha .... need ppl help to clean up my poster :P ...... and also promote my album ..... emm , wat my album name n content arr ??! ..... errr , i also dun realise when i get one ...... if i do , maybe there will be somethings about my life , sharing my sweety memories or maybe sharing my sweet sound ..... haha

magazine ??!! ..... haha .... honestly , i also not sure type of magazine i design :P .....

i guess la ..... just for my opinion la ..... maybe is about :-

VOGUE : fashion ..... the pic at cover i took in my friend's sister wedding dinner .... emm ,

can tat my wearing quite fashion also geh ..... haha

GLAMOUR : charming .... err , tis one arr ...... my look not too bad also la .... still can group as

'ok look' gua :P ......

ESQUIRE : dunno wat is tis la .... so just treat it as magazine which introduce nice places and

also introduce life =.= !!

wah ..... their drawing skill look so nice hoo ??! ......... i m look so 'real' =.= ......... haha .... maybe i m look too common , so tat easy to draf :P ..... haha ....

i had seen ppl copy their pic on a cup be4 la .... but ............... copy on car =.=" ...... errr , maybe i can try to get one later ............ haha ..... look ok waaa , so cute arr :P ..... right ?!

the guy keep looking at my pic wooo ..................................... =.= !! ..................... in reality , dunno whether is there any guys will do so also ??! ........

'support me ..... support me !!! ....... thanks you thanks you !! ........ love u all ya :P ...... ' .... hahaha

:'( ..... tat child not interest to look at my pic at all .... hais ...... luckly tat adults are interest !! ..... haha ..... it represent tat i m not attractive as for children but for adults .... haha ....

emm .... in reality arr ??! ...... i also not sure woo ..... but sometime children quite stick to me de wooo ...... maybe in reality is just opposite gua !!

i m so famous ooh ..... see tat two gals so addict to me :P ...... hahaha .....

all the pics above only can become real in dream ..... but still feel happy n excited when see my pics become the wallpaper , poster , become the star :P ...... hehe ..... in reality , all this cant be happen in my life , so just can dream loo =.=" ....... keke .....

working ? ... or ... master ?

2009-01-21T22:21:00.000-08:00

headache !! still hav few months more to go to be graduate , hav to start thinking lots of things le , whether i should get a job , start to earn money ?? or ..... i should continue studying , taking master courses , satisfy my parent's wish ???

from begining , i din ever thinking about master coz i m not a smart person n i m not tat strong enough to be independent ... haha .... enter uni was a big surprise n luckiness in my life .... reli glad tat i din let down my family !!

my mom was the yongest in family n she enjoy studying lots but she born in old century where gals r not encourage to study ... she quick school after standard 6 n start working !! althought already long time passed , but my mom still wish to continue study !! she used to told us tat after we all graduate n can taking care ourself by having a permanent job , sudden level of income n hav a better life , she wants to go studying .... no matter is attend school , tuition or apply courses in college ..... hehe .... she reli like studying !!

becuase of this reason , my mom take so serious on our education .... althought she dunno lots but she ll spend out time accompany us doing homeworks everyday for sure n i used to feel bad n scare her lots when i m still small , especially when the result is out .... haha .... once we get too bad result or fail some subject , we not dare to show her the paper , we just try to get some excuse or hiding the exam paper so that won't get scolded .... hahahaha .... everytime thinks back all this children time reli feel so funny ..... hahahaha .... n i also realise that i m not a good gal :P .... haha .... but .... i reli hav to say 'thank you , mummy' , without her , i reli dunno wat i ll turn to be .... n sure i can't be who i m today ... hehe !!

after my secondary school , my mom reli does changes alot !! she start to let us free , lets us do whatever we want as long as she could affort for us .... hehe .... can't denied that i m quite a luckly children , my parents reli sayang us much , they ll try to fulfill our requirement n sometime spoilts us even .... haha .... so sometime we also ll bully them de .... haha :P .... (as wat i said above , i m not a good gals arr :P ) but now , i m big gal enough liao .... hav to think for others , caring other ppl's feeling n almost its the time for me to take care my parent liao !! .... hehe .... as wat my parent's wish , i finish (almost la) my degree .... but .... ppl won't be satified de ... as my mom .... haha .... after i finish my degree , she ask me take master pula =.=" ?? ! ......

master ..... master ..... quite a heavy n burden word for me arr .... 'mom , i m not tat smart la , how u want me to hav master ooh ??' .... hais !! .... headache .... headache .... headache ..... what should i do ?? .... i try to get opinion from my lecturer , prof. encourage me to take but sad that prof. din explain much for me ..... maybe prof. too expert so he just trying to explain me how was the current economic growth .... haha .... its too deep for me to understand la !! .... i try to ask opinion from friends , most of them feel that should start working to gain working experience 1st then oni take master !! .... i try get opinion from my housemate , they said study master hav to be independent de n reli hav to prepare myself to study de !! ....

haiz ..... dunno arr .... maybe i should hav some more times to think think ..... maye i should try to kacau few more lecturers to ask for suggestion !! hehe !! .... so .... just think think la .... hope can make decision soon la .... dun want hold it for too long le ... no time le ....

tired ...

2009-01-08T19:36:00.000-08:00

finish holiday already, back to school life again .... time pass so soon, it was my final sem now. still remember when i just reach penang, i reli hope i can be graduate as soon as possible .... but now ... just hope the time won't pass so soon, still hope can be a student more longer, scare to be graduate !!

this sem quite a free sem for me coz i just left about 9 credict hours .... i register 2 major courses n one ko-k .... oni need to attend about one class per day .... haha !! at begining, thought want to take extra credict so that can learn more n will not be too free in penang de but now reli feel luckly for din doing so .... althought i registered for 2 courses but its already suffer me lots .... maybe i m still not get used wif the lesson, still in holiday mood, so being abit slow in following the lecture @_@ ....

besides, feel pressure wif course works also .... can't get idea how to finish my works !! trying hard to understand them but ... seen like not reli works for me .... 'they' still very far from me n just look like stranger for me !! .... hais .... what to do ?! .... have to put more effort loo .... disturb my lecturer more often loo .... try more loo .... do more loo .... revision more loo .................... headache !!

feel so tired n listless .... no matter take how long rest also not enough ===> lazy ?! .... maybe gua !! just do not feel like want to do anythings, just wish can stay at home .... in school also do not feel like want to talk, just wish can be silent de ...... but .... over silent ll bring to be alone n being ignored !!

emm ... i think its just a temporary downcast period .... will end soon de .... just have to giving sometime for me to adjust my mood n also get used wif my final sem's mood .... hehe .... i'll be fine soon .... sure !! i'll recover soon .... being normal n energies de .... hehe !!

gambateh desu ....

ling's sister wedding dinner (30-5-2008)

2008-12-21T03:35:00.000-08:00

quite an old event le .... but now only free to upload it .... haha ....

after went to this dinner, i realised that girls really do spend lots of time on preparing our look before dare to show .... haha ....

we already spare about 2 hours before the dinner start but still not enough time n still being late at the end .... the most embarrassing is we are later than the organizer n need all waitings for our attend .... really so paise !!

as mention before, my geng so addicted on being star ... haha ... sure won't give up any chances to taking as mush as photo as we could .... haha

after the dinner , we went to "xing zuo cafe" chatting .... quite a nice place where design with comfortable sofa .... but .... the cafe was shut down already !!!

supper ....

2008-08-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

so enjoy having supper recently -- mamak, kfc, mc ...... hahahaha .... getting fat n fatter le!!

before this i seldom take supper de, althought i m hungry, i also will try to control myself n there also no one do go supper with me at night ....haha .... but now living with my new housemate, some of them always ignore dinner n wait until late night only claim for hungry n date us go supper .... haiz ..... only for last month, we went supper for forth times le ..... we really so geng de .... hahahaha ....

now i m abit hungry le cause i having night class just now n went out early so do not take dinner!! .... after came back from school, thought want date my housemate go supper de, but so no luck that they all full full liao n need keep fit le, so do not want go with me. i not used to have meal at outside alone so now have to keep reminding myself that i m not hungry de, i do not want eat supper de ..... !!!

i noticed that i can not eat supper de, even once also ..... cause after i eat once, then i ll keep continue claim hungry at late night de ..... n i m already fat liao de la, if keep continue eating, then sure will become more more n more fat de le ..... that time, i worry that my family also can not recognise me le ..... haha .... so have to be more self diciplined ..... do not be spoilt!!! hehe ....

bad mood ....

2008-08-10T23:06:00.001-07:00

so bad mood .... this morning when i try to pour some hot water into my bottle n preparing going to class, i acccidently pour the water on my finger, they immediately become red n now suffer in pain!! not only that, when i was in class, i keep disturbed by my coursemate who sit beside me, really feel like want "k" her la!!!! ....... i hate people keep on asking me question when i m doing my things or when i m trying hard to pay attention in classes. i do not mind if anyone want ask question, but please be smart, do not choose the wrong or unsuitable timing ar! we all also in the same class n we all also having same lecturer, what they heard also same with what i m heard ar, why can't they just pay more attention in class n if have any question, just ask the lecturer in class n not keep asking or disturbing the one's who sit beside. wonldn't they know it is rude n no manner to do so?!! ..... althought sometime will not understand or being confuse on what lecturer tough, but just try to read throught few times, or just try to be more independent, try to find out yourself, n not just keep asking people without putting any effort on it. must learn to be understanding, try to think of others people situation or feelings, can not everythings also for we own good ....... moreover, please do not always copying people's notes la, just try to get your own notes. sometime i will use some specific ways to joke down the points in classes n i not have wont to let people see it. i m woundn't mind if you ask me to explain but please do not keep take note on what i m write, there are just some point which help me to undertsand n you can just get your own ways also arr, not everythings also need copy de!! mines one not 100% accurate arr, i also just use my way to explain only .... if you keep taking note on what i m writing, it will bring me pressure n i will feel uncomfortable n unconfident to write anythings more, so ...... please please please, do not too depend on my notes la, i m also is a student like you all arr .... just pay more attention in class la ... don't just copying copying n copying, what use??!?? ...... n please be undertsand that this behaviour will affect the one who sit beside. if u not reli want to learn or not reli have interest on this then ok, but please try to give chances for others who interest ......

sorry ... i can't accept .... !!

2008-07-31T19:31:00.000-07:00

on my birthday, i receive a present which very surprising me: a teddy bear holding a bouquet of flower !! this is the 1st time i receive flower in my 22 years n i suppose to be happy but in fact, i din't ..... i really felt sorry for that friend cause i keep on reject to meet with him n the present also is i request my friend to accept for me de!! ..... i knew that guy for almost 6 years when i joined school reporter in secondary school n before this, we seldom contact each other. so as for me, we are just very very very normal friend!!! until i get into uni, somethings get different, sometime he'll date me out but normally i also reject cause i scare to go out with someone who is abit silent or someone i do not have topic to chat to ..... but, i think he didn't give up for that !!!

until oneday, he ask about my status n said willing to "want" me?!?! ..... what ?!?!? .... i get shocked, i just ignore what he said n treat it as a joke!! i know i should keep a distance withe him le cause i do not want give him any unreality hope n i do not hope there's any misunderstood. besides, i also try to hint to suggest that i m not suitable to him but i do not think its work since he still sent me that present ..... haiz!! .... maybe i really should straight forward with him, just ask him not to waste time on me le, i really not suitable for him n he also not my cup of tea .... i really thanks n appreciate what he did to me but i only can say sorry!! .... sure he will meet his mrs right soon !! .....

actually, there's someone in my heart le. althought that guy getting less n less contact with me n maybe he does not interest on me anymore le, but ..... i just can't let go him!! at least for now, he still always in my mind ..... maybe i should have some more time to agree that that guy does not like me, spend some more time learn to let go ........ maybe it is time for me learn to accept the truth, althought its hurt!!

- 马六甲 (03 Jun 2008 - 05 Jun 2008) -

2008-07-11T20:43:00.000-07:00

近这几年，我们一班好友平均每年都会抽出几天的时间到金马仑去渡假，今年也不例外。在这五、六月的假期里，除了办成长营外，还有就是我最期待的三天两夜马六甲之旅，也是我最珍惜与好友们相聚的时刻！我们这班好友共有八个的，但慧桦人在英国、宜翎和元瑜有上课，所以剩下我们几个及晓雯的男友参与这次的旅行。如果没错的话，这是我们第一次到马六甲A FAMOSA，大家都很期待及兴奋！

我们在怡保的一间旅游公司定RM108 的配套，其中有包括WATER WORLD ，COWBOY TOWN和ANIMAL SAFARI WORLD的入场券、住一晚APARTMENT及早餐。整体来说，这是一个蛮划算的配套，但唯一不好的是，我们得自己找交通到A FAMOSA。。。。

由于从怡保直到马六甲巴士时间的选择是有限的，无法配合我们所安排的行程。所以，我们决定乘搭早上六点半的巴士到KL，然后才转巴士到马六甲。可能是因为前一晚刚结束成长营不够休息的关系吧，路途上大部分的时间，我都用在补充睡眠。。。。大约五小时左右，我们在一个算是马六甲郊外的城镇下车，然后乘搭TEKSI去A FAMOSA。A FAMOSA犹如一个小镇般，很大很大哦，而且还有大自然的FEEL！如果里头没有提供巴士服务，要在里头走动是非常不便的。。。。。。

离CHECK IN还有很长的时间，所以我们先到WATER WORLD玩水！那儿还蛮多人的，有一家人的、有学校团体的、有背包旅行的、有旅行团的。。。。。等待入场的时，我们看见‘小丑’和‘娃娃人’，好可爱哦，特别是‘娃娃人’逗小孩子的动作。过后，我们好像大小孩般，每人轮流跟他们合照。。。每人摆着不同搞笑的POSE，而‘小丑’及‘娃娃人’也很配合我们，摆上不同的POSE拍照，大伙都被逗得乐透了。。。。。

进场换过衣服，我们把所有的行李都挤进三个中等的储存柜。还蛮贵的，一个约RM6 ，而且一旦锁上了，除非打算离开，否则就不能再开。。。。。整理完毕，大家开始投入水的世界。。。。哈哈！！当然，我们也没忘记拍照啦。。。。。看到一片蓝蓝的水，感觉真的很好，心情变得很轻松自在的，让人有股冲动把身体全浸入水里去！

波浪池真的很棒哦，虽然我不熟水性啦，但被浪冲及漂浮的感觉很舒服！不但如此，波浪池前面还有一个人造沙滩啊。。。软软的沙，躺在沙滩椅上，享受着那微微的风。。。。。

第一眼看到这，有些恐惧，但也很好奇。。。。心里出现两把声音！一方面很害怕，怕滑到尾段下水时，会被淹到；另一方面却很好奇，很想尝试。。。。。很矛盾哦！！

看到好友们一个又一个地滑下后，我终于硬着头皮。。。死就死吧。。。啊，我下来啦！！！！（虽然手还能摆POSE，但心里却紧张到要命！！不知水池有多深呢？我的脚能踮地吗？）

yeah ....我成功了。。。。（虽然还是有少许的淹到啦。。）我没事！！但感觉怪怪的，总觉得好像有人望着。。。。。。上岸后，真的很丢脸，因为我们被告知这游戏是给‘小孩子’玩的。。。。难怪有人望着我们啦 :P

嗯。。。这个才是给‘成年人’的。。。。哈哈！有了‘小孩子’的经验，所以这次已经没那么害怕了，而且还开始享受那滑梯的乐趣及迷恋上那紧张的感觉。。。。一级棒。。。好玩！！

以前，我偶尔会与家人到瀑布玩，但长大后，就很少去了。。。所以，当我看到瀑布时，我就很高兴，因为它让我回想起小时候的快乐时光 (",)

这水道是让人坐在TUBE上，绕游WATER WORLD的。。。。。。虽然我们没有TUBE，但我们有11 BUS。。。。哈哈！！

我们在WATER WORLD逗留了约四小时左右就离开到APARTMENT CHECK IN。

突然下大雨，更换室已挤满了人群，我们只好全身湿湿的拿着行李去CHECK IN ，每个人都很狼狈哦。。。。。。。当时，大家真的又冷又饿的。。。。。。

由于CHECK IN的手续出了少许状况，导致我们等了约一小时才能拿到房间休息。。。。。还好，我们的APARTMENT很大间，里头有三间双人床的房间，两间更洗室，客厅及小厨房。而且，有露台让我们欣赏风景。。。。。。我们的等待还算是值得的。。。就原谅他们吧！！

大家梳洗完毕后，就到CAFE去用餐。可能是怡保有很多美食吧，把我们都养成嘴挑的坏习惯，所以，并不是很欣赏那儿的食物！！

吃过晚餐，我们便出发到COWBOY TOWN。。。。。。。

里头有CARNIVAL SHOW，BOWLING场，K-ROOM，PUB，小小的FUNFAIR，PONY RIDING，SOUVENIR SHOP。。。。。。。也有很多很美的地方让我们拍照！！

我们很够力的，这舞台原本是用来跟老虎拍照的，但老虎回家后，就变成我们的舞台了！！台上的每一用具或装饰，我们都没错过，每一样都成为我们的焦点，大家都善用那些工具摆POSE，或是演绎笑剧。。。。。哈哈！！

我们在COWBOY TOWN逗留了约三小时左右，就回APARTMENT休息。这一晚，睡得很甜，大家都玩累了，要养足精神，明天再继续我们的行程！！

隔天，我们收拾好行李用过早餐后，便到ANIMAL SAFARI WORLD。。。。那儿的入口处有只大象，它应该有一定的年纪了。开始时，我不敢摸它，因为它身型太庞大了，而且还不断的摆动身躯，但。。。。。。最后，我还是摸了（是别人拉着我的手迫我摸的。。嘻嘻！）它的皮好粗好粗哦，还蛮厚的哦。。。。

当然，我们也没忘记在入口处拍大合照。。。。

不同的时间，有不同的表演，我们错过了大象表演，但还好赶上MIX ANIMAL SHOW和COWBOY SHOW。。。。

COWBOY SHOW结束后，我们像小FANS般涌向舞台与“COWBOY”们合照。如果没错，他们是泰国华侨，他们会少少的华语。他们都和NICE的，也很风趣。。。。摆各式各样的POSE跟我们合照！！

这儿有好多好多小鸡哦，好可爱。。。。大家都像小孩子般左手一只，右手一只的抱着小鸡拼命地拍照拍个不停的！

最后，我们乘船到MONKEY ISLAND去！原本大家都坐在船的前方欣赏风景的，但突然脚下湿湿的，看见湖里的水不断涌上船上，大家都慌了，担心船只是否会沉。。。。。驾船的人见状，连忙吩咐我们坐近引擎的地方，船只才不至于继续往下沉！！

中午，我们便离开A FAMOSA到马六甲市中心去。我们事前没预订旅店，但真是‘出门遇贵人’。我们遇到一位MR LEE，他是经营旅店的，刚巧还剩一间房间。不但如此，他真的很好人，他载我们到旅店，还介绍道地小食给我们。。。。。。放下行李后，我们去吃SATAY CELUP，晚上还去附近MAMAK店YAM CHA。。。。。哈哈！！

到了马六甲之旅的第三天，我们吃过马六甲出名的鸡粒饭后，便拿着地图开始到处去走走。。。。首先，是红屋附近的大风车。当时，来了一位外国人，他要求帮他拍照，而我们都很热于助人的麻，当然会帮他啊。。。。但条件是过后得和我们合照。。。哈哈！！

好大的船哦，很有那些海盗船的味道。。。。进入船内是要收费的，但我们不知道，却在旁边的小门爬进去拍照了。。。。真的不好意思！幸亏没人发现 :P

船内很没，很壮观的，里头有对马六甲历史事迹及人物的解说图。

船上很大风哦，但也很晒的。。。。大家的眼睛就快睁不开了！！

由于时间的关系，我们赶不及到别的旅游胜地参观，就起程到KL，再转车回怡保。。。。。在巴士上真的好累，睡到像猪的。。。。哈哈。。。。

这三天两夜的马六甲之旅算是很不错的，我们发现原来马六甲的路线并不难找，不必担心会迷失路的！！而且，旅游胜地也很多，真的很值得去走走的。。。。但唯一另我怕怕的是，那儿很晒哦！我在户外半天罢了，结果皮肤被晒得红红，而且还脱皮啊！！！！真的不知得华多少时间才能让皮肤不再那么黑。。。。。

- 我有我的舞台吗？(31 May 2008 - 02 Jun 2008) -

2008-07-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

马佛总昆仑喇叭支会主办

马大妙喜弘法团协办

“第二届中学生成长营

之

《我有我的舞台吗？》

筹备一个多月三天两夜中学生成长营结束了，而我终于能松一口气，放下心里头的

那块大石头了！

开始时，当我被通知我很荣幸的被选为此营的主席时，我脑海唯一的念头是拒绝。

我与以前那段常办营的时期已相隔了好一段日子了，我对办营的技巧很生疏了，我自问不能胜任，我当场拒绝了。

但我朋友并没因此放弃哦，他们不断轮流与我分享担任主席的利与弊，在半推半就的情况下，

我成了营长。

考试完毕开始放假后，我第一次参与筹委会议，也是第一次与筹委们见面。他们给我第一个印象是“他们都好年轻哦，我至少比他们年长五岁，真的显得我很老饼！。。。往后的日子，我该怎么和他们沟通呢？。。。真的很头痛！”心里头开始埋怨把我陷入这困境的朋友了。

可能是大家对我都很陌生吧，筹委们都不敢望我，更别说是与我交谈！这样的情形下，我只好静静的坐着观听会议。。。我蛮像外人的，感觉不好受哦！

到了第三次会议，是我厄梦的开始，因为成立工委会，也表示是我接手成长营的工作了！虽然和工委们的关系改善了，也拉近彼此间的距离，但说真的，还蛮大压力的，我忘了怎么主持会议，我忘了如何规划活动，我忘了如何安排工作。。。。也因为我的经验不足没有做好准备功夫，导致很多事情都没事先安排妥当，往往最后一分钟时，得匆匆忙忙寻找解决方案。。。。对工委们，我真的十分抱歉！！

成长营的前一天，心里还是感觉很不踏实，不断地回想自己是否有遗漏了哪些重要的细节。。。

到隔天营员报到，心里一直祈求这三天两夜能顺利进行，不会有任何差错。

工委们也很尽心尽力的完成各自的任务。

好不容易，终于熬过这三天两夜了！虽然，营期间曾发生磨擦，有突发事件，有伤心的，也有快乐的，但由于工委们的用心及同心协力，所有问题都能顺利解决。

成长营结束后，我想了好多，觉得自己很傻。为什么自己之前那么担心呢？为什么想那么多有的没的呢？其实，老师说得对，很多事情都不到我们担心或忧虑，事情不一定是跟着所期望的发生的，也没人能预测下一秒钟会发生什么。。。。该发生的，一定回发生；该面对的，总有一天也得面对的，别太在意，别想太多，一切随缘，顺其自然吧！

虽然，办活动真的很累人，但却让我获益匪浅，让我成长。不但如此，也让我的生活圈子扩大，更让我有机会认识到一班既年轻，又有活力的朋友。

希望在往后的日子，大家能学以致用，珍惜彼此的友谊，有缘再聚！

- 2008 gathering (16 May 2008) -

2008-07-09T20:51:00.000-07:00

long time din update my blog le ... hehe ....
having about 2 months holiday , so back to hometown .....
n now start school le ..... can share my holiday wif u all le ..... keke ....

during holiday , beside staying in home 'boiled' dvd , sleeping , eating , hanging around ...... i had gathering wif my lovely friends at restaurant kampai .....

restaurant kampai .....
is a japanese restaurant in ipoh nearby the old ocean there .....
u can get room if u go wif many friends ....
the environment there not bad n quite relaxing de .... hehe ....
there are many choices for food , no matter u would like having meal in set or separate order .....
the price are reasonable even ....

we hav around 8 ppls ..... we required for a room so tat we can do watever we want without disturbing others ..... hehe ....

after we take our seat n take our order , we start to action ...... hehe ..... everyone move here , move there to take photo ..... no one sit properly de ..... but once we heard the wood door open's sound , automatic all ll sit down nicely .... pretend to be elegant ladies .... haha .... 'jia jia de' ....

we keep taking photograph althought our meal were served on table .....
"dun eat 1st , take pics liao then only eat .... " , "i want , i want .... take pic for me ...." , "wei , u all see my set so delicious ooh ...." , "y u eat so fast , u run out time meh ?!" , "can i try ur food .... u also hav a try on my food la ...." ...........
whole room was fulled wif noise , laughing n happiness .... no one ll be alone or feel bored .....

besides having gathering , we also celebrate ling's birthday early ..... be4 tis , we ll spend time to help each others celebrate birthday by buying her present or bring her out dinner .....
but after form 6 , we seldom get chances to do so le !!

ling making wishes leee ..... dunno wat she wish leh ?! ..... anyway , hope all her dreams ll come true oneday ......
ok le ..... 1...2...3... blow the candle ..... clap clap clap hand ......... happy birthday ......

hehe .... can't eat the cake yet ooh ..... is 'family' pic turn ..... everyone get ready .... standby .... take ur place ..... 1..2...3.... smile (",) ...... good .... next pose , plz ..... haha ....
non-stop de photography section ..... haha ....

haha .... after 'family' photography section , is individual photography section le .....
althought the cake not belongs to me la , but borrow me awhile , k ..... hehe ....
all my friends so worry the cake ll fall down .... =.=" .... dun worry la ... i ll hold it properly de la ... believe me ....

ooo .... so full la .... everyone also lazy to move le ..... stomach too heavy le ..... haha ....
but ... but ... but .... still can sit down take pics de .... haha ....

we took so many pics there until that restaurant close then only we do leave .... haha ...
i think the boss also 'beh tahan' us le .... haha ....
but reli enjoy the gathering ....
there all r my lovely friends .... we knew since in secondary school ....
we study in same school , althought we r not in same classes ......
we organise activities together , althought we come from different background ......
we share the same interest , althought we hav different personality ......
i reli appreaciate n treasure our freindship .....
hope it ll last forever .....

.... 我又想你了 ....

2008-04-14T02:11:00.001-07:00

是我变了吗越来越不了解自己了

被你狠狠地糟蹋我的真心后

我又想你了

是我太傻吗越来越摸不清自己了

数千万次地警惕别再沉迷后

我又想你了

你曾绝情地告诉我别对你纠缠不放

当时的我多么伤心决定彻彻底底地放下

我做到了我真的以为我做到了

但我又想你了

为什么会这样想你的思绪越来越汹涌

你的好无时无刻浮现我脑海我无法控制

我又想你了

有谁能告诉我

我该怎么办我该做什么

才能彻底的摆脱你的踪影摆脱你对我造成的伤害

有谁能告诉我

... 我也不知道 ... 是歌词吧!! 嘻嘻 !! ..... 可以吗?! .... 见得人吗?! .... 给些意见吧 ....

2008-04-13T21:48:00.000-07:00

曾经有人问我佛法是什么我不会回答
开始接触后与'他'产生共鸣以'他'为依归

佛法是奥妙的 '他'传授我智慧辅助我人生

人生的路程难免面对丛丛波折难关
有起有落喜怒哀乐全在于一念之间

站在分岔路口很难抉择
或许选择逃避但始终解决不了问题
只有面对才会成长

佛法让我认清宇宙真理学会分辨是非
不再逃避不再迷惑法喜充满

佛法让我学会慈悲喜捨学会清静自在
不该执着不该贪恋缘起缘灭

珍惜一切把握当下学习人生

写 + 写 + 写 = .......

2008-03-31T10:09:00.000-07:00

最近，觉得自己越来越爱写作了。无论是何时何地，晴天或雨天，有目的或没目的的，只要一下笔，就会写个没完没了的。或许是因为离乡背井（虽然不是很远啦 ......)的缘故吧，无法像从前般与知己好友有事没事都相聚一堂聊天，也没能呆在家里缠着家人有的没的乱谈一通，只得靠写作来舒解压力及发泄心情。依目前我对写作的热爱程度，很难与曾一度地对写作有着莫大的恐惧及反感的那个我联想一起！

还记得中学期间，只要听到‘作文’，我就头痛了，特别是华文作文。我自己也摸不着为什么我会如此反应，华文是我的母语，是我从小到大用以沟通的语言。我对它应该是非常地熟悉了的，为何我还是无法好好地运用呢？我的华文作文成绩，是惨不忍睹的。

是天意弄人吗，在种种的因缘组合下，我竟然参加了《光华日报》校记团，成为学生记者！参加了我极为反感的行业，也就从那开始，打造了现在的我。我想不起当初刚加入校记团的我是怎么办到，怎么熬过来的？！大部分学员在成为校记前，都会参加‘培训营’。在营里，我们学习如何写出一篇理想的文章，如何构思文章大纲，如何编排文章内容，如何掌握重点等等的技。学员们根据所学的学问，实践与营间的日常活动。学员们会组成各小组，根据营委当时所提供的资料，完成一分报纸，交与营委批阅。虽然过程很辛苦，但真的获益匪浅，也让学员对记者这行业有了初步认识，体会到记者的辛苦！我也在那儿开始，慢慢地掌握写作技巧，对写作产生浓厚的兴趣。

‘培训营’结束后，我偶尔会写些心情故事投稿到报馆。经过有关单位批阅后，投稿的文章将会刊登在报纸上。当翻阅报纸时，看到自己的文章被刊登的那刻心情是无法以言语来表达的。而且，当文章刊登后，还会获得稿费哦！不但如此，我家人知道我的文章有刊登出来，开心得买几分有关报纸，把文章剪下作纪念！嘻嘻！

从那以后，每当遇到什么开心或难过的，我都会很自然地想把它们写成文章，想与别人分享我生活的一切。而且，我也尝试写小说。虽然，直到目前为止都不曾与人分享过我写的小说，而我也自知我的写作能力还不精湛，但每当我重温自己曾写过的文章，嘴角会不知不觉地向上仰，打从心里头笑出来。这一切的感觉真的很好，很好，是永远都会铭记在心的！！

cloudy mood ....

2008-03-28T23:27:00.000-07:00

so many things border my mind recently -- house's problem, eyes problem, camp ............ @_@ !! reli mau pengsan liao .....

some of my current housemate ll graduate tis year n some of them only stay for half year ...... Ms Lim just ignore all the problem, act like dun want to solve for us !! so bad .......

eyes feel so uncomfortable tis few weeks, always got tear ....... but after see doctor n get 2 everydrops, feel more better now ..... i allegic to milk n eggs since i was born, if i took them, my eyes ll get red n stomachache ...... i only allow to drink soya milk whan i was baby, but i m not a good child, sometime i ll eat such allergic food without my mom notice but after eat, reli quite suffer ooh ..... hehe .....as i growth up, maybe getting more strong gua ..... can eat eggs n milk le, but not much also la ......

camp ... ?! ..... one day, my friend call me at night n told me tat i hav been choosen to be the person incharge of the buddhist teenagers camp !!!?? ...... its reli shock me up ...... i just reject the invitation .... i dun think i m qualified wif the chairman position ..... if u ask me to be commity, tats ok, but not the chairman loo ..... but its reli hard n suffer to hav friends who so 'keras kepala', said wat also no used ...... until i also dunno wat to do at the end ..... hais ...... lastly, i success to reject the chairman position but still hav to be the person incharge during camp .... haiz ....

honestly, i reli interest to be if all my friends are free on tat time but the problem is my geng quite busy wif college or others camp ..... i reli no confident tat i can do well without them .... but now, i think all the problems are settle liao ..... someone ll organise the commity n i ll take over it when i finish my final exam ..... since i agree to be, i reli hope everythings ll be fine n can make it success ..... gambateh la .... to all the commity n me also la .... hehe

miss ....

2008-03-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

is tat reli easy for guys to tell others tat he missing u ?!?! ..... but does it reli work as how it should be ?! ...... or it just use for joke ?! ....

maybe 'miss u' is a verb tat common use by many ppl, no matter couple, friends, family or ..... n tats no exception from me also ...... i always use 'miss ya' coz it can show the care from me to someone, to show the appreciation for someone n even to show the position of someone in my heart !! is there any different between all the 'miss' ?! .....

a bit close connection wif someone, we chat in msn or sms even, 'miss u' always appear in our conversation !! ..... althought we din meet be4 n i dun even sure on wat he told me are such a lie or truth, but i feel comfortable wif him !! ..... he treat me quite good, accompany me n chatting wif me when i bored, sometime he do sing song to make me happy .....

maybe i m take too serious for his 'miss u', i m starting to miss him liao ..... when i m feel happy or unhappy, he'll appear in my mind n i reli want to share all wif him !! ..... i hope can know him more, hope tat he reli mean it for wat he told me be4 n all he said are the truth !! ..... i reli hope tat ......

but quite rarely heard from him recently, he is busying wif his works ..... n sometime also din get reply from him ..... honestly, it reli disappointed me .... i m starting to miss him more, but he starting to ignore me !! ...... i read throught our passed conversation, i found tat almost all the time is i m the one who take initiative to start the conversation even in sms also ...... i start felt tat all are just my one-sided problems .....

maybe i m too sensitive for wat he said n take too serious until i almost step inside le ..... emm, its time for me to clear-headed ..... dun take serious ..... maybe he just feel i m comfortable to chat, tats y always like to make fun of me n jokes wif me !! ......

dun think too much la, nothings to be sad !!! .......

care + care + ... = pressure + burden

2008-02-29T20:35:00.000-08:00

althought i m not borned in rich family but my life are quite easy ..... i no need to worry about eat, wear, working, life, money ..... my parent'll handle all of tat .... my parent are easy to get satisfaction ..... they din ask anythings from 4 of us , they just wish tat we can concentrate on our life --> study hard, so can get better life later !! no matter wat we ask for (money to buy references book, stationery, tution, class trip, delicious meal .....) , no matter how hard their life are at tat time, they also ll try their best to fulfill our required and they didn't ever complaint, either !!

my friends all so jealous n feel happy tat i having such good parent ..... i also din deny tat i m living in such happy life !!! but as for me, sometime too much care n love my parent give, ll become pressure n burden for us without noticed !!! the y treat us so well until we can't let ourself to fail in life or even being not success coz we dun want to let them down or let them disapointed, althought they din ask us for being the best !!

sometime we can't do whatever we want because of their much much much care n love. they too protect us, worried tat we'll getting hurt in life until made us feel 'scare' n 'suffer' for tat !! .... i knew tat they just we live without any obstacle, but we also hav ourown opinion n idea, we also hav the need to try doing anythings to train ourself, we also wish to hav ourown way in life !!

in chinese, tat's "hav child aged 100 years old, worried 99 years" ..... its really truth !! no matter how the child is, they also won't give up the child n give all the best to the child !!

maybe i should be glad of having so much care + love from my parent, without tat, i dun think tat i can't have such happy life !! althought there are also stress, but maybe it ll become a tool which can encourage me to success in future life ..... i'll apprecaite wat they give n wat they did for us, n try my best to make them proud of me !!

firework ..... 2008

2008-02-28T01:04:00.000-08:00

during chinese new year, my grandma's neighbour who from cameron highland share their fireworks with us ...... it is the 1st time i get chance to see the firework from so near ..... its really so excited, amazing n enjoying ......
besides, tis year ipoh padang had an new year event which organised by party 'ma hua' ..... tis event quite costly cz they import the fireworks from China ......

new year .....

2008-02-27T21:39:00.000-08:00

i cut a new hair style for new year --> short hair ..... at begining, feel so uncomfortable wif short hair n also regret for it ..... but after a few weeks pass, i feel so comfortable wif my short hair now, expecially when in hot weather !! .....

in this new year, i try to make some differences ..... i ll start make-up n wear a bit nicer (other than jean n t-shirt la!) ...... althought not very pretty la, but i think not too bad also la .... haha !!

tis is my "tang di" --> kit kit ...... does he look so cute !! ...... hehe ....

tis is my "tang mei" --> kah mun ..... many ppl said we look alike, really kah ?! .... maybe she quite stick on me gua n its not bad to look like me arr .... althought i'm just a little little bit fat la, but overall quite cute also la ..... keke .... @@ !!

she is my another "tang mei" --> esther ...... she quite tall n slim ..... hehe !!

my lovely mom ..... she is so pretty, right ?! .... hehe !!

after let go .....

2008-02-25T08:48:00.000-08:00

maybe its hard to forget sth or someone .... but once u did , there ll be sunny day waiting for u ..... ;)
before tis , i feel so hard to let go .... i try hard but not success ..... i ask myself tat why should i let go ?! .... why can't i just keep it in heart ?! ..... n even try to give up ..... hehe .....
few days after tat sad incident , after i get hurt deeply .... i now really success to let go .....
i dunno how to describe my feeling now ..... so relax n happy ..... no need worry tat he'll hurt me anymore ..... wat he does also won't bordering me ..... really happy for tat !!

valentine's present ....

2008-02-14T20:36:00.000-08:00

can't believe tat i'll receive such a 'special' valentine's present !! i din ever think tis will happen on me ...... i thought u treat me as friend n appreciate me tis friend but ........ i m wrong ..... definitely wrong wrong wrong !!! .....

u asked me not to msg u again .... u feel tat because of me argue wif ur gf is not worth !!!!! ....... i really thought tat i m in dreaming n u din mean to say so ...... i m really stupid ..... i not even accept the fact ...... how can i accept tat someone who treat me so well n said he appreciate me so much before ll said so to me now !!! .......

honestly ...... it really make me feel so down n i cry for tat ..... i m always waiting for the day tat i can let u out of my heart .... n now , the day has come !!

thanks for hurt me deeply !!! ....... thanks for wake me up cruelly !! ....... its really work ..... my heart is in pain ...... but i no after all the pain , sure i can let u go forever without any doubt !!! ....... sooner or later , u ll out of my mind !!! ......

i think tis is the special n effective present i ever receive !! .......... start from today , i ll delete all things regarded on u out of my mind n tomorrow ll be the new day ....... thanks for giving me new life without u ...... not even as a friend as u request !!!

anyway .... still wish u all the best n thanks for giving me such happy n unhappy experience !!! ......

- " about me " -

嘻嘻 。。。。。。

仿佛一切是真的。。。梦

～ 减肥计划 ～

14th February 2010 （Ｓｕｎｄａｙ）

miss class again ...........

worried :(

i m become famous ......... in dreaming ..... haha

working ? ... or ... master ?

tired ...

ling's sister wedding dinner (30-5-2008)

supper ....

bad mood ....

sorry ... i can't accept .... !!

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写 + 写 + 写 = .......

cloudy mood ....

miss ....

care + care + ... = pressure + burden

firework ..... 2008

new year .....

after let go .....

valentine's present ....

嘻嘻。。。。。。

～减肥计划～

14th February 2010　（Ｓｕｎｄａｙ）